I'm starting over.
I've realized how life can just turn on you when you think you are doing such a good job. I use to think of different and horrible ideas to do to people and to do to myself. Life is too short for bullshit. So I'm just going to enjoy life more. I'm still young, I have to learn how to live those years. Perhaps I just matured to quickly or just wanted life to be easier and grow up. But its not simple at all. So whenever I feel how I use to, then I'm going to draw, take photographs, or write out my feelings. Something that helped me just recently was writing out what was bothering me. It helped. So trust me when I say this, if anything is bothering you then don't let it bother you. You are strong, stronger than anybody. You just haven't realized it yet.
Remember: You are yourself, don't pretend to be something that you're not. You will then enjoy the beauty of life.

Thankyou,
Michelle Phan.